Not going to be on for.....a while.
Nov 4, 2008 18:14:26 GMT -5
Post by blackcatluvr on Nov 4, 2008 18:14:26 GMT -5
Just because.....well, school sucks. I'll put it bluntly.
And because I'm bored of the computer. When you're on it for hours at a time because there's nothing to do at all at your house, and you read and get bored of that, take pictures and get bored because its the same things over and over, well, life gets boring and all that's left is....school. And then when you're failing almost all of your classes, that gets boring, and then when you have angry parental units because of your grades....hm. I now jump at the chance to even go down the street with my dad because all I do is:
-wake up
-go to school
-come home.
-computer/read/homework
-go to sleep.
repeat process.
and on weekends, its:
-wake up
-eat (if i feel hungry, which more often than not, im not hungry)
-computer
-be bored
-computer
-bored
etc etc until i go to sleep. unless one of my friends come over, which is rare besides Lacey. And Im getting bored of my friends because I see them every day, and nothings different.....my life is boring. Ick. So, Im going to go and try to....liven it up a bit I suppose.
Maybe because I'm bored and don't ever go anywhere because I can't, that's why I'm getting angry and I feel like I'm floating over myself all the time? It's a cool feeling, but weird also. I feel like my body is going through its routines, but my mind has definitely left me for excitement elsewhere.
So yes. I may not be on for a while....a week maybe...until I want to go on the computer again.
You can continue with the threads if you want without me.
Also, another thing besides school and being bored:
I have to go to an interview for the People to People Student Ambassador Program next Sunday, and figure out how to raise $5,399 if I get accepted into it....its next July, shouldnt be too too hard, but.....*sigh*
And because I'm bored of the computer. When you're on it for hours at a time because there's nothing to do at all at your house, and you read and get bored of that, take pictures and get bored because its the same things over and over, well, life gets boring and all that's left is....school. And then when you're failing almost all of your classes, that gets boring, and then when you have angry parental units because of your grades....hm. I now jump at the chance to even go down the street with my dad because all I do is:
-wake up
-go to school
-come home.
-computer/read/homework
-go to sleep.
repeat process.
and on weekends, its:
-wake up
-eat (if i feel hungry, which more often than not, im not hungry)
-computer
-be bored
-computer
-bored
etc etc until i go to sleep. unless one of my friends come over, which is rare besides Lacey. And Im getting bored of my friends because I see them every day, and nothings different.....my life is boring. Ick. So, Im going to go and try to....liven it up a bit I suppose.
Maybe because I'm bored and don't ever go anywhere because I can't, that's why I'm getting angry and I feel like I'm floating over myself all the time? It's a cool feeling, but weird also. I feel like my body is going through its routines, but my mind has definitely left me for excitement elsewhere.
So yes. I may not be on for a while....a week maybe...until I want to go on the computer again.
You can continue with the threads if you want without me.
Also, another thing besides school and being bored:
I have to go to an interview for the People to People Student Ambassador Program next Sunday, and figure out how to raise $5,399 if I get accepted into it....its next July, shouldnt be too too hard, but.....*sigh*